2010

I made a resolutions for this year, but seems to have a changes here and there. I started the new year hmm so-so. On the 3rd of Jan was terrible day. ='( I hope I can still cheer up and life goes on. I hope I manage to do well in my studies and my family will have a good year. I wanted to get back my heart. I am so tired of my almost 3 years relationship. I pray so that everything will be okay. Doesn't matter if we can't be together but I hope this time he will appreciate me and what I have done to save our relationship.

Godfrey Dearie

I respect you as a human being and because of you are not perfect like me too. I respect you of the responsibility that you're dare to take and for the brave heart you have. But, this is what they called life. You don't take things seriously as you needed too. And sometime you just realize that you've been missing the opportunity even though you have a lots of chance before. I thought you can make it for me for the chance that I'd gave to you to save our relationship, but sadly you didn't manage to do that. So pathetic. I feel very sad and hopeless. I don't know what to do anymore and what scares me is that I don't know how to trust you anymore. ='( I know i am not as beautiful as you want. Why? I keep searching for the answer but useless. Why don't you appreciate the time before? Why must you keep begging me now? Why Godfrey? for what reason that you have, I just wanted to say It's getting too late. I love you and always will love you but now I'm not scared to lose you. I need to get my heart back. My prayer will always be with you and your family. If this is GOD's will, let's just face it. If HE want us to be together again, then let's face it too.

SAKIT HATI!!

Memang sakit betul hati saya sekarang ni.saya bosan suda ni sakit hati dan disakiti...habis semua tangan2 saya ni lebam2 suda..siok pula tumbuk tu dinding tu...hahaha...masib bukan incredible hulk oh kekuatan saya..wakakakak....kalo nda, habis la bangunan ni..hahaha...Apa boleh buat...macam ni la kehidupan saya...relationship pun sangat susah ni saya rasa..TUHAN ja la yg tolong saya..

I'm in LABUAN mari....

I'm in labuan now. Today's Thursday 12th of November. Just now me and my boyfriend went to the cinema planning to watch some movie, but unfortunately the ticket are sold out.I'm not surprised because they have only 50 seats available. I think they should add more seat. It's 100% not enough..kecian ni urang mau mau p tgk wyg...buang tenaga ja dtg skali full..adihh!!! Whatever it is, what am i doing here in labuan?? nothing really..just want to release some tension that i kept for almost 5 months and meet my darling. I'm so lucky to have an understanding family especially my mom. she's the BEST ever!! I'm so blessed to have such a wonderful mother. =)) Even so, i'm already 22 years but of course I need a permission first. I'm run of battery. will be back soon...happy days! =))

Been very Lazy

I've been very lazy right through these days...now di sabah suda ni..tommorow 1 week suda saya di sabah. Cuaca skrg ni x menentu..hujanla..panasla..then hujan balik la...and I love stays at home. malas mau keluar rumah ni...harap2 berat badan nda naik oh..hahaha. I've promised to upload as many picture inside as i can but i guess i need a little time to settle down my laptop. I will be very busy for next week as I'll be doing my practicum.Wish Me Luck!!! and this week I have a recording for the christmas album and I'll be away from home by tommorow..pi jalan2 dulu..yihaa...

This pic was taken during jalan2 with my godfrey di Times square..we totally love the mask because it is so funny..look at my big teeth! haha..love that! =)

That's him. Mr.Godfrey a.k.a Noddy..Look at the chin like the half moon.or rather I call it 'SAWOL' or 'PISANG'. suits for him.hahaha..:D

Haha! I love this one the most!! It's easy to take the mood.LOL!! look behind my back..the mouth is quite similar..haha..

Haha..Pretty Piggie here...LOL!!! I had fun! Luckily, we didn't have caught! :D

Good Morning Malaysia!!!

Right now is 8.44 a.m...bangun awal bah ni ari...tulung kasi mekap my bestie.ada group singing punya competiton hari ni...hopefully dorang menang la...dorang group trio Jazz bawa lagu BUNYI GITAR.kena arrange balik tu lagu...nice...=)) Last night ada boring cket la..Static ja line ni..hahah...but it's okay as long as no pressure involved =) Later i'll upload some pic that i took after i've done with the make-up. Wait and see....Ciao! :8)

MY SISTER'S BIRTHDAY!

Happy birthday to my sister and bestfriend JOAN JIM...all the best in the future undertakings....=)) I am still in shah Alam, waiting for my birthday sis to fetch me...today's friday. Boring friday i might say...Huhuhu...I am glad that finally this semester 's end. ^^ nda sabar suda mau pulang kionsom ni...mau jumpa lulu and puppy mamy si miko...hahaha... and i miss my darling too...hope to see him soon... Errmmm...I'll be doing a practical soon in RTM KK. aiya malas bah mau berpraktikal lg ni..busan sia..urang mau relak2 d rumah..tapi pa buli buat la..harap2 habis degree cepat2...T.T I think i have to buy a luggage...big one..so that everything can put inside together..nda payalah banyak lg beg2 kici sampingan di bawah..bikin panat ja! hish! I'll write some more after this...let's see what happen today..so for now, Ciao!! :D