Godfrey Dearie

I respect you as a human being and because of you are not perfect like me too. I respect you of the responsibility that you're dare to take and for the brave heart you have. But, this is what they called life. You don't take things seriously as you needed too. And sometime you just realize that you've been missing the opportunity even though you have a lots of chance before. I thought you can make it for me for the chance that I'd gave to you to save our relationship, but sadly you didn't manage to do that. So pathetic. I feel very sad and hopeless. I don't know what to do anymore and what scares me is that I don't know how to trust you anymore. ='( I know i am not as beautiful as you want. Why? I keep searching for the answer but useless. Why don't you appreciate the time before? Why must you keep begging me now? Why Godfrey? for what reason that you have, I just wanted to say It's getting too late. I love you and always will love you but now I'm not scared to lose you. I need to get my heart back. My prayer will always be with you and your family. If this is GOD's will, let's just face it. If HE want us to be together again, then let's face it too.