Blurry..so blurry...

I've done everything.
Enough of everything.
I feel nothing,but everything
I bet no one knows,
But mama do.
and GOD knows better!
I am blurry..so blurry.
My feelings, my dreams so blur
I miss odd times but it was too much
I miss the old me, with cheerful heart
I've changed. My strawberry heart remains.
I'm getting old and sick. My strawberry heart remains.
I wish I was dead.
And so do the person.
I miss the old time together.
so blur