Sharing Is Caring. It is! ^,^

I just had a sharing moment just now. It was so good and relieve! we really had a good conversation and got things to talk about. I'm lovin it. I do care about other things and I think that it is important. I just realize that we were lacked of sharing the most enjoyable way. I'm glad and I wanna thanked GOD for this...(^.^)

Am I too easy for you???!!??

Seems that I am to easy for 'some people' especially a person who was close to me. Of course they do not admit that but hey why you look at me as an easy people? Why it's so easy to hurt my feeling? I don;t know why. I am tired to explain. T.T I am going to malacca this afternoon. May God bless my journey and ours! I am sad and frustrated at this moment. :'(

Three years- 16032010

Today's the relationship is three years old. I don't have any good memory about it, so there's nothing much to say. Perhaps, love's being so harsh with me and I am just a piece for him. But, i think GOD love this relationship and HE make the path for us. I just wanna says Thank GOD for guiding me or us to make this relation happen.

I don't like being moody

I went to my sister's place last week. We haven't met 2 weeks because I was to busy with the Campus life. Then, on saturday she fetched me up in my place with someone that always by her side. I'm kinda miss the old times. Our old times. Only two of us. The privacy and the stories just for two of us. No one else either me or her would turned up and share. But these time no more, I feel like I am no more at that place. I've been very far away. I don't feel good at all being at that situation. I don't want her to make a choice. I know at some point I always have the 1st priority, but I've grown up and I would always and glady give my place to her. I even didn't speak to her how much I dislike someone who stole the 'love' and the time. I even didn't have much space to say it or to show it how much I am so frustrated, sad, mad and hate. And if only I have a chance or the strength to tell that I don't trust that this someone will be taking her good, because I felt that she's the one who take a good care of this someone. I witnessed using these two vision and my truly heart. I cannot imagine my life and my parents life is she choose the life with this someone. I've been rude, I've been changing my mood evert ten seconds and I've been crying deep inside my heart and I am sorry. But, it's best for me to just be silent and keep my distance, if that would make u happy with this someone. I am not happy but I choose to take care of ur heart first and forget mine. God will be seeing us, I know.

I am so sad (Sono cosi triste)

I received bad news today. I am so sad to heard that. I was hoping that I have the chance but no, i don't have one. I am so mad. I am so pissed off! I hate when it comes to the bad side of me. I thought everything would be okay, but no! I cried. A lot. I'm so sad. Literally, what can I show again? I am so not in a mood. I don't feel happy. I feel sick. I don't know what to say. I am so frustrated. This is not as I wanted to hear. I really want so bad that time. I guess it's not for me. I'm sad. (T.T)

A lil' Mad.

I woke up this morning at 10.54 am. And my aim was to go to the stationery store to get my reports that had been photocopy and comb binding. But, when I reach there, the store was closed! Damn it!!! Yesterday the workers said they will opened at 10 am and close at 5 pm. Janji palsu!!!~ Yesterday, i went to photocopy then I left the store just for a while, when i came back, the store already closed. Then I asked y...the workers said..'ameng ade hal cket..die dpt phone call tadi...sorry ek...' bla..bla...I was annoyed because the workers speak the 'semenanjung' slang, but she's a Sabahan. Then she call me 'Kakak' but i think she's more then 10 years old than me. Arghh!!! I cannot sleep well because of this. If anything happens to my report, you owe me!!! I don't like it!!!!

Too Hot or might i say Hawt!!!

Adai......punya panas ni sini Shah alam. (thinking of being naked right now but of course i can't! duh!!) I know all people in malaysia feeling the same way too doesn't matter where they are. Huhuhu....be patient peeps..let's pray that sooner the weather will be okay! ^^ hmm, today as usual my life quite boring here. Being so far away from my family, still the hardest thing for me. But what can i do then? hopefully this year will finish as soon as possible. :D I have Uitm's modul today and yesterday. It was so boring.. I almost die. Hahaha. But it was better then last modul that i'd attend. Actually we have two sessions today, but after the tea break, me and my two friends went back home..escape the session..which is cool! Haha:D I had almost three hours nap and I'm having a bad dream before i was awake. Damn the devil spirit! how dare u do that to me! Lukily my boyfriend(Yes, we're back again.I'm too kind i think.huhu!) called me then i was able to get rid of it. I woke up and went to the kitchen and do the 'masak-memasak' and having lunch alone. Then, i was taking a short nap again,haha.....then wanna do excersice but i was annoyed by the sun.too hot..uncomfortable lah! so, i just do the sit-up..no jogging today.huhu :( I have a lot of assignments to do but too lazy for it. I need rest. So i watch Detective Conan at youtube. Nice one! Love the story, and I'm glad i can watch it at youtube. I only read the comic until chapter 50. ^^~

Detective Shinichi kudo aka Edogawa conan.
Detective Conan inspired by Sherlock Holmes

Then, I'm facebooking again. It's a routine anyway...So, I open my boyfriend's profile and saw 'this' girl commenting on his status. Duhh!!! so I did commenting his status but actually i was replying the girl's comments. i said..'Ceh.' Haha....i don't know, but I am still uncomfortable and a little bit hating the girl. I'm Sorry. I know it wasn't really her fault, but somehow she also had contributed the unnecessary 'flirt' with the person that i am with now. Now, she had a boyfriend, but still loving the attention from any guys (myb she thinks that she's to hawt!!!!) especially with her ex's including the guy that i am with now. I cannot accept that. I remove her in my friend list, both Fb's and F's..and she was really stalking on me because she added me once again. I am sorry, I am not being arrogant but I just think that u are not important to be in my friend list as for the things that u did to my feelings. Then once again, I ignored her request. I don't wanna be your enemy or whatever it is, so don't bother me and the man that i-have-been-given-so-many-chances again!!! just live a life with ur boyfriend and take care of ur boyfriend. Pity her boyfriend because she's loving the attention from other guys rather than him. It can be prove by just looking at her relationship status. Scared of losing fan or might i say Guys attention! Ohhh...am I bad to the girl? as long as i didn't kill her in many ways. Cheer up Jovenea!~ ^.^v

I was 19, still young and have Shin Chan pillow.


Now. 22 years old. Haha! =D